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posted by [personal profile] nekare at 10:54pm on 29/01/2006 under , , , ,
Ahh, it seems I've only had time for drabbles as of lately. Saw Munich today, and it was one of the best dramas I've seen in a long way. The paranoia of the character is so tangible, and the movie crushes whatever hope one has left in humanity. Really, really good movie. (And then I saw Temporada de Patos again, and boy, do I love that black and white photography, the sardonic humor and the brownies-made-out-of-pot. *laughs again*)

Oh, and I signed in for another challenge. *headdesk* I really should stop doing this, since I've got his historical one I'd forgotten since christmas, [livejournal.com profile] furiosity's 'bring back the dead' one, [livejournal.com profile] angelgazing's prompt fic, [livejournal.com profile] jadis31 thank you fic, and now this, the remix one. Guh. At least the [livejournal.com profile] omniocular's one is already done, and I'm only waiting for it to be beta-ed. *freaks out*

Title: Playing With Light
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 312
Author Note's Written with this prompt for [livejournal.com profile] blanketforts.

Firework Series Day: 21 26 29

Remus had once heard that the fibers of light filtering through the cotton-candy clouds are called ‘God’s fingers’, and as he watches the light playing on the snow, creating petty shadows that rise and move and hide before you can catch them (just as his own shadow sometimes played hide and seek with him when he was little, when he still thought fairy dust would make him fly), he can almost believe it.

A penny for your thoughts, says Sirius from behind him, stopping his smoking for a second and sinking his nose in the empty space between Remus’ shoulder blades (as empty as his head goes everytime he comes down from orgasm with Sirius’ hair tangled around his fingers), and Remus doesn’t know exactly what to answer.

You. You are in my thoughts. Remus shivers as Sirius blows blue-gray smoke (so alike to his eyes) into his nape, and Sirius just curls his arm around Remus’ neck, bringing the cigarette to chapped lips. Remus inhales, his arms still at his sides, and stares, stares, stares, into the white extension in front of his eyes, silent and warm against all reason.

They share the cigarette, lungs poisoned with the same sweet torture (an affinity, a romantic gesture), pressed together so tightly Remus wants to think their limits will blur, their molecules attach together. I’m creating havoc in your mind, then? Sirius asks after a while, staring at him as he rests his head atop Remus’ right shoulder.

You’ve no idea, Remus wants to say, but instead, he takes another drag, staring into Sirius’ eyes and exhales against his lips, a sharing of smoke, an almost-kiss painted with air. Maybe, he chooses to say, eyes half lidded, and Sirius kisses him (for real, this time) in return.

They lay on the snow later, and the snow around them melts with their body heat.
There are 20 comments on this entry. (Reply.)
 
posted by [identity profile] aylaranzz.livejournal.com at 05:23am on 30/01/2006
So lovely! I really like this. I can picture the scene so clearly. Great job.
 
posted by [identity profile] nekare.livejournal.com at 05:24am on 30/01/2006
Oh, thank you!
 
posted by [identity profile] venilia.livejournal.com at 05:31am on 30/01/2006
This is beautiful. I love it.
 
posted by [identity profile] nekare.livejournal.com at 06:05am on 30/01/2006
Oh, thank you!
 
posted by [identity profile] terraneanblues.livejournal.com at 05:38am on 30/01/2006
Mmm, pretty imagery makes me happy :-D Lovely job, dear!

esp. this bit:
a sharing of smoke, an almost-kiss painted with air.
 
posted by [identity profile] nekare.livejournal.com at 06:06am on 30/01/2006
And making you happy is all I want in life XD Thanks so much dear! That's my favorite part too. :)

(and I've soooo much to catch up from you. I will read it. It'll just take a while...)
 
posted by [identity profile] terraneanblues.livejournal.com at 06:14am on 30/01/2006
Yeah... that bit has an ethereal quality that just screams, "NOTICE ME!!"

I love when words scream at me :-D

Pshaw... no worries or nuffink. Comments have gone way downhill with the end of the month. I'm mostly just writing now to say that I wrote for every single day, hahaha. I trust you'll get to it! Take your time. (Oh, and I just posted an archive of the more recent stuff over at [livejournal.com profile] remusxsirius, if you want the easy way out)

ps: if that's all you want in life, you've got it made ;)
 
posted by [identity profile] bnh.livejournal.com at 06:00am on 30/01/2006
a;slkdfjal peter pan reference for the win!
 
posted by [identity profile] nekare.livejournal.com at 06:06am on 30/01/2006
Yay! You saw the reference!!
 
posted by [identity profile] bnh.livejournal.com at 06:08am on 30/01/2006
o the cleverness of me! (;
 
posted by [identity profile] terraneanblues.livejournal.com at 06:14am on 30/01/2006
oewfhnwofb I noticed that toooooo!

can I have a cookie? :-D
 
posted by [identity profile] nekare.livejournal.com at 06:31am on 30/01/2006
Yes you do! *hands cookie*

I know I probably shouldn't ask, but I wonder if there's some kind of weird peter/shadow porn. But meh, if there's bear care rape!fic, then everything's possible. and if there is, I don't think I'd like to see it...
 
posted by [identity profile] terraneanblues.livejournal.com at 06:38am on 30/01/2006
...i don't wanna know. lol.

and there's care bear rape!fic?? wth?? *is dead from the disturbing*
 
posted by [identity profile] nekare.livejournal.com at 05:36pm on 30/01/2006
You mean you don't know?!?!?!

GodAwful Fanfiction (http://www.godawful.net/forums/viewforum.php?f=2&sid=ccb3408ec866b256da02308e8c20d4df). <---Go here. It's fun for a laugh, if slightly disturbing.

(er, that's not the actual rape fic, I've never actually read it, but I can tell you of Arwen's mom's lavender nipples. *shudder* These are forums for the worst ever of fanfiction.)
 
posted by [identity profile] pezzy387.livejournal.com at 12:32pm on 30/01/2006
Wheee! So pretty! <3 They're so lazy and comfy and sexy and wonderful.

 
posted by [identity profile] nekare.livejournal.com at 05:21pm on 30/01/2006
Wee, sexy! Best compliment ever XD

Thanks, hon. :)
 
posted by [identity profile] haltlos.livejournal.com at 02:13pm on 30/01/2006
This was really hot and intense. *pours* ;)
 
posted by [identity profile] nekare.livejournal.com at 05:22pm on 30/01/2006
Ohhh, hot! I'm so flattered you find it hot XD

Thanks so much dear!
 
posted by [identity profile] javajunkie13.livejournal.com at 10:56pm on 04/02/2006
Oh, I--guh. Oh, sweetie, this is gorgeous. You've left me all tingly and mushy and just mmmmm. The pictures this put in my mind are just lovely. And smoking should really not be as sexy as it is to me right now, but oh it is. ♥ Fabulous. :)
 
posted by [identity profile] nekare.livejournal.com at 11:21pm on 04/02/2006
Ugh, I know. I hate smoking. Hell, I spend half my time nagging other people (*cough*my parents*cough*) to quit it. And yet... In words, it's just the sexiest thing ever. XDDD

Thank you so much, hon!

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