nekare

I just got home a short while ago, and I'm so damn tired. SIGH.

I got my car back today. One would think that I'd be glad about it (and part of me, the one that is fucking tired of fucking buses, definitely is), but, well, not really. Thing is: I lost my nerve. I hadn't driven at all in two weeks and that last time I was behind the wheel I wrecked my car - I'm nervous, and anxious, and jittery, and that's not a good combination when driving, believe me. I'm sort of stopping at random places and hesitating at changing lanes and it's like learning to drive all over again, with the added bonus of knowing the sound a car makes while hitting another one.

IT SUCKS. SO BAD. And to top it all, some stupid public works took away half of our parking space in my college, which wasn't enough for all of us from the beginning. So now I've no idea where the hell I'll park. ARGH.

I dunno. I'm just tired. These haven't been the best weeks for me. My grandma had surgery on her foot today, and I was in the clinic straight from school to just a while ago. And my other grandma is in the hospital again, has been since Friday, and things are overall sort of sucky.