nekare

It's been a horrible week. I feel like I sound like a broken record by now, and I hate sounding like fucking Bella Swan, but I've seriously gone to pieces after my break up. I just don't know what to do with myself, I hadn't fallen back into depression this hard in years. I wanted to grow old with this man.

I texted yesterday pretty much bearing my soul and he turned me down again, so I guess that's it. I can't go on just lying in bed and eating and ignoring everyone, but jesus, that's all I feel like doing. I haven't even finished putting together my portfolio so I can start jobhunting again. Advice on how to get over this would be appreciated.

At least i have nutella. Nutella will never leave me like certain adorable, amazing, incredibly smart, beautiful bastards. Christ, i really wish i had a pet.