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A bit more? Sheesh, we really torture them today, do we. *g*

"I'll take my chances."

He thinks this must be similar to doing it alone, under blankets in his hammock, while the ship rocks him gently and the sky calms him down and unwraps his mind until there's only pleasure and touch and breath, so he moves his hand in that rythm and is delighted when Lupin throws his head back and cries out again.

"Fuck you, Captain, you need this as much as I do", he pants, and Lupin's hand touches him in response. He has to force himself to focus on his own task and not get carried away too much, but it's difficult, he's almost there.

It's sheer willpower that enables him to hold back just until after Lupin whimpers (whimpers) and comes. Finally, he lets go as well, and the force of his own orgasm sweeps him away like a gigantic wave.

Pulled underwater, he's struggling to breathe, sprawled out across Lupin's heaving, warm body. Now he feels the tiredness weighing him down, and he sinks deeper into comfort and warmth and darkness, those sharp memories from earlier only a vague prickling in his chest.

Until Lupin pushes him off and he hits the floor hard. "Oww shit", he groans. His head hurts, and his leg is killing him anyway.

"S your own fault - rule number one: don't cling", Lupin says aggressively, stands up and walks to the opposite end of the room to sit down and clean himself up with a handkerchief. Sirius tries to tell himself he doesn't want to do that for him... and fails. Instead, he sits up carefully and leans against the wall. He's still sleepy, and embarrassed, and he can't believe this man found out he was a bloody virgin and the reason for that too in so short a time.

Can't believe he cried, which he only ever does when James is around, and not often, too.

Feeling quite miserable, he wipes his sleeve across his face and wonders why the hell Lupin has a handkerchief but he doesn't, when all he wants is to get clean, take some pain killers from Lily and let Harry tell him a goodnight story. (It has been that way around since Harry can speak properly.)

Actually, he realizes, he's missing his family.

Oh, got pretty much again... I'll stop now! Now... poor Sirius... you could really think I don't like him... mmm... but Lupin is just a mean bitch who's unable to open up to people because he's scared shitless of rejection, ahh... difficult. But maybe he can prove to Sirius that he does care. Or oh! One of them could have a nightmare and wake up crying... that would be sweet. But it's your story again now. ;)