nekare

I was in a car accident today - nothing serious, no one got injured, but I feel so so bad about it. I'd only ever being hit, and I'd been able to curse the moron, but this time I was the moron that hit the other guy, and I basically feel like shit. Also, since the fault was mine, I have to pay to my insurance, aproximately 400 dlls - which I don't have. My parents are amazing and they're not billing me for it, but I want to pay it. Argh.

It doesn't help that it'd been a tiring and stressful day already (my mom's car is in the shop, which means we're completely lacking in transport for a few days, seeing that only one bus gets this far and it doesn't take me anywhere useful, ARGH AGAIN), and I sort of feel like I brought this on myself. I was going to the dress rehearsal of my very last flamenco presentation, and I was in a bad mood and didn't want to go (it just hasn't been that fun since my best friend from there quit a couple of months ago, and we're not ready for the presentation and we're sucking at dancing and, well, it just sucks) and I was thinking 'well, I'd need a reaaaally good excuse to not going. Like a car crash.' *headdesk* I SHOULD STOP THINKING, Y/Y?

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Shitty day is shitty. I should probably just go to bed already.