FUCK YOU WORLD. [nekare]

Today's been one of those days that you just want to get over with.

First, I went out of home only to discover that some asshole had practically teared my car's left mirror in between yesterday and this morning. So I only taped it with my trusted maskin tape, and fuck, but I'd already broken my right mirror before (that one was my fault, though), and now it'll look patched up on both sides. FUCK.

Then. Japanese class went... Badly. Basically, I'm up to taking the yonkyuu exam this december (the lowest of the required exams to be accredited, the next one's the sankyuu and on and on), although I'd had my doubts before. BUT, I had class with a new teacher, and he speaks EVERYTHING in Japanese. And I do mean EVERYTHING. So I was just like 'Go, Ale, you can do it. Just nod and smile.' and it was horrible to only grasp like, a single word from an entire sentence. And what's worse? My new classmates are all two or three semesters up from me, so I'm like 'WTF?' and they're like, totally having a conversation with the teacher (and it doesn't help that they've both actually been in Japan). So that was lousy, and Lira, my Japanese buddy, didn't even show up (it would've been nice to be 'wtf' together...), and she was supposed to get me back the movies I lent her before summer holidays. Then on the last two hours, we had a written exam, a 'sample' of the yonkyuu, and from 47 questions, I had fucking THIRTY mistakes. 30. It was horribly depressing.

The only good part of the entire deal is that I'm back in the same group with a guy I'd had somewhat of a crush on before he left for Canada last semester. And well, he's still more advance than I am, but we're at least somewhat close in knowledge. I'll start taking my Japanese notes to school or something, because I need to catch up, and I need to do so fast.

The day didn't get better until I got home and my dad started to make impromptu crépes. Oh, and I watched I ♥ Huckabees. It's good, if somewhat confusing.

Now I'll just go and curl into a curner and watch both of the newly subbed Ergo Proxy episodes to get me out of my misery.

EDIT: My dad is baking a chocolate-chip cake. They day might not be a complete loss after all.

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Aw, sweetie. *hugs* I'm sorry things were so shitty. Here's hoping you feel better after watching some Ergo Proxy, yeah? :) Can I do anything to make you feel better? Fic? Pictures? David Tennant? :-D

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Well I'm sure that I'd feel much better if David Tennant was here to cuddle with, so send him over!

I have like a bazillion fics of yours to read. Sorry. I will read them.

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Well, in that case, I'll send him right over :-D He says he loves foreign accents ;)

well pffffft then!.

Enjoy the cake, dear ;) (and eat it, too! Haha. I crack myself up).

I want chocolate-chip cake!!
eso de las clases de idiomas todo en el idoma qe te estan enseñando no es bueno para los qe no saben, me acuerdo mi profe de ingles en la 1era clase dijo qe todo iba a ser en ingles...pero desistio al ver las caras de WTF O_o de casi todos cada qe decia algo (y luego lo tenia qe decir en español)

Me acuerdo que eso me paso como en quinto de primaria, o algo asi, pero ahi, bueno, todos sufriamos juntos e ignorabamos a la teacher juntos. Y aun asi, con el ingles generalmente tiene una idea, despues de la millonada de peliculas, y pues el japones... me suena a silabitas. y ya. *cries*

methinks you need porn to make this day turn around for the good. because you already have the chocolate on the way. and... if i had any porn i'd give it to you. but now i just sound like a tease so i need to put out.

alright. here goes. um... AU [because, yeah, timeline], r/s, SNAKES, and general badfic-ness:

'remus,' sirius hissed as they sat in the Muggle theatre, the bright, blinking images casting a flickering glow over their faces.

'what, sirius? i'm trying to watch this film,' remus hissed back in an annoyed whisper. sirius really had no idea how these things worked... though, from the riotous applause that burst out every time that Samuel Whosiface person showed up on the screen, neither did the Muggles surrounding them.

'but... it's just snakes. on a plane... whatever the fuck that is. i don't get it.'

remus rolled his eyes. 'you don't have to get it, Pads. just enjoy it.'

sirius let out a frustrated huff in the darkness. 'i don't enjoy snakes. and i certainly don't enjoy them on planes. this is stupid.'

'no, sirius, it's not stupid. it's entertaining. it's... just stuff it, yeah? it's supposed to be fun,' remus said a bit louder than he intended, garnering a few irritated 'shhhs' from the crowd. he was too annoyed with sirius to find the humour in this particular crowd desiring him to be quiet.

's'nothing entertaining about slimy, slithering snakes,' sirius went on, oblivious to remus' growing aggravation. 'i could think of a thousand different ways to make this far more interesting...' and he trailed off suddenly.

remus let out a small sigh of relief and sat back in his chair, thinking that the image of the snake being harpooned had finally managed to catch sirius' very limited attention.

he was, of course, very wrong.

or so the hand that had (ironically, considering the film they were watching) snaked its way so very swiftly inside his trousers indicated. his eyes shot open and a surprised squeak sounded in the back of his throat. he turned to sirius and even in the darkness remus could see the coquettish grin on his lips.

as his fingers curled around remus and his elbow jerked awkwardly, sirius leant over and pressed his lips to remus' ear. 'now this is entertaining.'

[erm, yeah. i tried? i fail at writing lately. blah. anyway, ♥!]

sorry! i screwed up and didn't mean to post that twice. oops! i fail at posting, too. XD

I LOVE YOU. SO MUCH.

BWAHAHA, they're so insane and perverted and sexy and amazing and THANK YOU SO MUCH, You've single-handle have made my day brighter :)) *clings*

Oh man, I can't wait until that movie is released in here. Motherfucking snakes, yo!!

I LOVE YOU, TOO. WITH SNAKES! XD

i cannot get that movie off my mind so, naturally, the first thing i think is 'remus and sirius watching SoaP and OMG sirius jerking remus off!!1!'. yeah, maybe it's that i am the insane and perverted one. ;D

yay i made your day brighter! *GLOMPS*

and, man, i can't wait til it's released everywhere so people can know of the love! i mean, the MOTHERFUCKING LOVE! word.

yeah, maybe it's that i am the insane and perverted one. ;D

Well aren't we all? I know I am XD

*is happily glomped*

I know!! If only the hype was in here too, I've been like, englightening people over this movie's cult over the internet, and every one just roll their eyes ;-;

*hugs* such days like this remind me that the following one can't be that worse.
And about Japanese lessons... As soon as you're back from Japan -- yes, I'm sure you will go there one day! ;) -- you'll blow all of them away. Trust me. ;)

Yeah, that's the only good part, that the next day feels the much brighter.

Haha, let's hope! For how long had you been studing before you went there?

Two years. but it was useless, because I couldn't understand a word for three entire months -- excpet during lessons, of course.
But in real life! *lol* that was difficult.

Hehe, that's my case, then - I've also been studying for two years. *sigh* How did you get by?

Well, that wasn't that difficul twhen going to the supermarket or the post office,. However, when I wanted to speak with some friends, it was quite frustrating not being able to express myself as I wanted to (even if your friends kept telling you how good you're at Japanese. *g*).

You may know that the Japanese think that if a stranger can speak their mother tongue, this is *damn* impressive. *lol*
At least that's how I felt it. :))

It's be so great if you could there. Every single day is a new discovery! :)

1) Fuck. Know how *that* feels.
2) Oh. OH. Waitasec, you're learning Japanese? I feel suddenly jealous. Hey, and think about it - he's back, he's more advanced, but not that much... this means you can ask him about help. (Did never work for me, but, well, maybe it'll for you.)

1)Ugh, yeah. This time it wasn't my fault, so I'm hoping my parent's will want to pay for it, I don't want to spend whatever little money I earned with my grandpa in that. ;-;
2)Yep, this is my fifth semester, but it feels like I'm really behind. Mmm, I could, but he already has a girlfriend... who also studies Japanese there. So awkward much? *sigh*

2) Aw, frak; that's the ultimate deal-breaker, at least for me. I blame my entirely monogamous parents, but I never want to break up another one's partnership.
Well, but as long as it's just a crush. (And you don't drink too much champagne on New Year and try to confess. I've got exactly two bad incidents with alcohol, and that's one. Trust me, it doesn't work.)

You can ask me Japanese questions anytime, and I'll do my best for you! My e-mail is busaikkobaby atmark yahoo dotcom.

Thank you! Will do whenever I'm way over my head. :))

nekare

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