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Still haven't watched Doctor Who. Or Elementary, for that matter, for which I'm pretty pumped up about. I have a raging cold so I've been pretty much looking at stupid videos and reading fluffy Stiles/Derek. Whatevs, like you wouldn't.

I started going to ballet classes again! The first day I took the intermediate class because it fits my schedule better and AHAHAHAHA NO. It started out okay at the barre and then it got harder and harder until I was just standing in the corner feeling like a total loser. So back to the beginners class for me! Even though I'm always a bit late coming in from work.

I need to work hard at it though. I think I have decent form and good armwork but I have cero flexibility and bad balance, so everyone else goes and holds their leg up to their ears and I just grunt and sweat and lift it at the hip if at that, lol. Someday though! YOU HEAR THAT BODY?

And a flamenco classmate gave me a cd with a bunch of songs we used to dance with my old teacher and OH BLISS. I was sort of doing the steps I could remember under the desk at work on friday. :)

I've just been in such a dancing mood as of lately. It might have a bit to do with being frustrated from work - there hasn't been much to do over the summer, and what little there is is boring standard stuff that has to be okayed from every single tiny detail by Holiday Inn US headquarters, so it's nothing creative. Also the owner has been acting as a raging paranoid lunatic as of lately.

Was slightly late for work because i was watching the Avengers' deleted scenes/bloopers/stuff. NO REGRETS. Oh my heart, that Steve scene. STEEEEEEVE. I just want to hold him and cuddle him and coo at his stupid lovely face.

And now for a change of fandom! It's sort of hilarious to read post-S1 Teen Wolf fics in which Derek doesn't even offer the bite to Jackson 'because he's volatile and unreliable and he knows better than turning angsty teenagers in order to get a pack'. 

HAHA. AH HAHA. Oh, Derek, you super faily alpha you. :3 I saw a post in tumblr the other day calling him out on his shitty leadership skills due to him being the baby of his family, the littlest beta, and adfjlgdddhy, YES. I can picture him so well getting coddled to no end and getting spit-combed and him being 'MO-OM, you're embarassing me, GOD,' and Laura being an awesome teasing older sister and playing tag with like a bazillion cousins and UGH. MY HALE PACK FEELS, THEY'RE HUGE.

I went to a try out ballet class yesterday. It's stupidly expensive, especially considering the start out fee and uniform, but I did like it a lot so I'm not sure what I'll do...