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Was slightly late for work because i was watching the Avengers' deleted scenes/bloopers/stuff. NO REGRETS. Oh my heart, that Steve scene. STEEEEEEVE. I just want to hold him and cuddle him and coo at his stupid lovely face.

And now for a change of fandom! It's sort of hilarious to read post-S1 Teen Wolf fics in which Derek doesn't even offer the bite to Jackson 'because he's volatile and unreliable and he knows better than turning angsty teenagers in order to get a pack'. 

HAHA. AH HAHA. Oh, Derek, you super faily alpha you. :3 I saw a post in tumblr the other day calling him out on his shitty leadership skills due to him being the baby of his family, the littlest beta, and adfjlgdddhy, YES. I can picture him so well getting coddled to no end and getting spit-combed and him being 'MO-OM, you're embarassing me, GOD,' and Laura being an awesome teasing older sister and playing tag with like a bazillion cousins and UGH. MY HALE PACK FEELS, THEY'RE HUGE.

I went to a try out ballet class yesterday. It's stupidly expensive, especially considering the start out fee and uniform, but I did like it a lot so I'm not sure what I'll do...

I was thinking the other day on how much I love Girl!Tony/Steve, you know, as you do. It's just - Tony as a girl would leave Steve speechless with lust, poof, just like that, immediatly. She would be exactly his type! (domineering, smart, capable, powerful and slightly dangerous), not to say Guy!Tony isn't (see also: Bucky), but it'd probably take Steve a bit more to really get his act together. With Tony as a girl though? INSTANT SPARK.

They'd still fight lots, but he'd get a huge, horribly embarassing crush straight away, and it would be blindingly obvious to everyone but Tony, which of course would make her flirt even harder, because why the hell not, and the pressure would grow and grow and grow until they finally crash together after battling doombots or whatever, sweaty and high with adrenaline and kissing so hard it bruises, and they would end up having almost painful and reckless sex on top of one of the tables on Tony's workshop, surrounded by pieces of their costumes. Steve would be mortified afterwards, though it wouldn't last long at all because Tony would just sort of be lying there saying oh my god we must do that again, Jesus Christ, Steve, that was way too good for a virgin, you've probably been lying to us all, come on, come back, alright,

And then they would do it again. And again, until the rest of the team gets sick of it and make Jarvis turn on the sprinklers because goddamnit they want to sleep, okay?

And then Steve and Tony have really wet sex. And no one gets any sleep, the end.

I have so many Steve FEEEEELS. He's just. So lovely, you know? and goofy and silly and so very, very brave. I do sort of dislike it when he's portrayed as an insufferable goody-two-shoes in fic though. One of the bits of the movie that I though represented him so well was him bitching about hacking into the government, completely outraged, and then immediately going and breaking into the restricted weapons area because, sometimes, Steve can be such a sneaky, mouthy, curious little shit. And that's just how I like him :3 Oh, I just feel like giving Steve all the hugs. Especially in the movieverse, when he's so lost and alone. In the comics, he's at least had a good ten years of close friends and time to adjust and Avengers, and he's not nearly as naive and sweet as recently thawed Capsicle.

It's like, you know how people always tend to fall over themselves for the villain or the bad boys - me, I swoon for the good guys. Give me an upstanding moral character and I'll swoon! So vanilla of me, I know.

It's no coincidence that my boy is such a smart, good guy that honest to god frets because his local council's website won't let him pay his taxes and that gets super annoyed when people don't recycle. Sometimes it might be a bit much, but I still love him for it.

I even adore Tony Stark for his innate goodness, despite it being buried under layers and layers of smarm and charm XD and that's why I adore Matt Murdock as well, even though his layers and layers over it are of emo and angst an man-pain.

And anyway, it doesn't hurt that Chris Evans is pretty much exactly fits my physical type. Well, i usually like them with a lot less muscle, but on him? Mmm, big and broad is a good look on him.


*and so, the rampant Loki love. I really like Loki and find him complex and interesting, but a woobie, he is not. I don't deny that those qualities are sometimes more interesting to read about, but I don't quite get the hand-waving forgiveness he gets for everything.

SO, I read this Steve/Tony fic a couple of weeks ago and now for the life of me I can't remember the title/who wrote/much about it and it's driving me nuts that for some reason I didn't save it anywhere.

It had Steve and Tony still sniping at each other, and at some point Tony wanders into the kitchen not being able to sleep and Steve does this expression - and I really remember that bit because I loved that - of 'oh, it's you' when he sees Tony coming.

Er, any ideas?

In somewhat similar news, I went to see Avengers again last week and after waiting for ages to watch the second extra bit they TURNED THE MOVIE OFF halfway through the credits. ARGHHHH. So I STILL haven't seen that scene >:/

I am also behing on EVERYTHING. Every single show I watch? Behind. So much. Argh again indeed.

I need to watch the Avengers again. NEED TO. Especially as I only stayed for the first scene after the credits (tricky Marvel!) and I've seen gifs and ALL THE LOVE. So, yeah, need to watch again and again and again. ♥

I just bought these shoes! And this necklace and some earrings, and I probably shouldn't because I don't really earn that much, but. BUT, look at that. SO GORGEOUS. How am I supposed to resist?

THE AVENGERS. ♥♥♥♥♥

( LOVED THE HELL OUT OF IT, YOU GUYS. )

I was fully expecting going out craving all the Tony/Steve fic and all the Loki creepy fic, but apart from that now I want ALL THE NATASHA FIC. ALL OF IT. NOW. And Tony/Pepper, too. In fact, just give me ALL the fic, yeah?

And now I'm only using tumblr savior for One Direction now! (I'm not quite sure who or what One Direction is, but all my insticts say I don't really want to know, so.)

So there's someone in tumblr whose username is fuckyeahalejandra. I--I really regret not taking that, not gonna lie. SIGH.

Still haven't seen the Avengers! Which is, well, a bit bullshit. But the only one of my friends interested in going is my ex and like, lol no, so not going just with him.

Legend of Korra was, as usual, epic. OH, KORRA. ♥ and Tenzin's children. God, they're hilarious, I'd so watch a spinoff of the Tenzin troop :D

So it seems that The Avengers will be out here on April 27th! WHAT. A huge blockbuster being released in Mexico before than in the US? WHAT IS THIS SORCERY.

(It's probably Loki's fault, because HE DOES WHAT HE WANTS.)

(sorry.)

It's really weird, but while I usually do a little lusty hiss at the mere thought of Mark Ruffalo, what little we've seen of him as Bruce Banner just makes me go 'ugh, meh' and picture Edward Norton instead while reading fic. I suppose because Mark Ruffalo's appeal is mostly of how charismatic and larger than life he usually seems, and Bruce's shtick is all about going unnoticed and making himself as small as possible (lol) and stuff.

Or maybe it's just that apart from the occasional 'HULK LIKES KITTENS' yell, I find Hulk and Bruce dreadfully boring.

Incidentally, today I bought some yoghurts that had Black Widow and Iron Man on the wrapping. If Thor's had been mango instead of pineapple, I would've got it too.

Is this sad? It's probably sad.

( Game of Thrones 2x03 - What Is Dead May Never Die: )

Also, I finally watched Captain America! Oh STEEEVE. OH PEGGYYYY. ♥ They were adorable. For a period movie, it was oddly sci-fi-y, and the resolution was a bit awkward, but overall I quite liked it, and it got me well and pumped up for the Avengers.

Steve's so young in this, though, oh baby. I'm used to comics!Cap, with more than a decade of leading the avengers, and he looks so tender and lost in this. Aw. As much as I liked the actress playing Peggy I really hope they won't go and turn her into Sharon Carter, because I always found that beyond creepy in the comics. If Sharon comes along, make her a bit different at least. It WAS sort of hilarious that time they just drew a Sharon look alike, and to mark that Peggy was fighting with the French resistence, all they did was draw a beret on her head, lol. Instant Frenchness!

Is anyone else as mystified over the popularity of Clint/Coulson as me? Coulson's cool and all, but in contrast with like, the entirety of fandom, I don't really find him interesting enough to crave fic of him. Saying that they haven't even met in canon doesn't pan out because, well, it's not like Steve and Tony have, either*, but then again they do have like thirty years of BFFdom in comics.**

And anyway, if the option exist of shipping Clint with Natasha*** or Darcy, SWEET GLORIOUS DARCY, well, it feels superflous to me. XD Nah, pretty much all I'm saying is MOAR DARCY FIC.

* Or maybe they have? I must confess I still haven't watched Captain America. I really have to before the movie comes out though!

** Avengers movie fic sometimes confuses me because while I ship Tony/Steve something hard in the comics, I absolutely LOVE Tony/Pepper in the movies. So, yeah. Dunno.

*** I say that, but I much prefer shipping Natasha with Bucky or Matt Murdock. Especially Matt. Ultimate redhair couple for the win! Dunno, they just fit well, she makes him less angsty. Or, you know with BOTH Bucky and Matt! nggh. Matt's probably too Irish Catholic schoolboy to consider it unless it's with Foggy though. SIGH. I luffs Matt and his never ending angst and woe and anger, I really hope that the inevitable movie remake will be a good one.****

**** Speaking of, WHEN DO WE GET A BLACK WIDOW MOVIE. MY KINGDOM FOR A BLACK WIDOW MOVIE.

This post was brought to you by my sudden descent into Avengers fic. All I'm saying is, Tomorrow Belongs to Me and Semaphore are must reads.