nekare: (Fairytale)
2011-07-02 01:27 pm
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stop doing this to me, head, I usually don't even like AUs all that much

I posted fic yesterday! Inertia, Erik/Charles, XMFC. This was so satisfactory to write. :D And then I managed to make a typo in the title that I didn't see until this morning and omgsoembarassing.

In other writing news, I still can't get that stupid X-Men Atonement AU bunny out of my head. Should I just give in and write it? Thing is, I don't want to think of the logistics, all I want to read it and bask in the awesomeness of Erik being bitter about being the help and having the Xaviers pay his way to Oxford and at the same time hating that he can't help being in love with Charles and he still wants revenge on his dead mother (dead in... WWI? Still WWII and let's just ignore the 30s setting of the book/movie?) and he's torn about wanting to stay and wanting to be better than the gardener and meanwhile Charles is just irrevocably smitten and has been all his life AND THEN THEY HAVE SEX ON A LIBRARY. That's like, the clearest point I have. And Raven is Briony but she manages not to get anyone accused of rape. And they have powers and it's all very confusing. AND THEN EVERYONE IS HAPPY because that movie has made me cry enough times already.

UGH.
nekare: (Athena)
2011-06-20 07:09 pm
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I feel so much better now that I'm writing on a more regular basis. It's just very rewarding.

So talking about writing, I write much better - and easier - with music on, and for some reason I tend to latch onto a few songs that sort of convey the mood I want to give a story and then listen to them on repeat until I finish a story. It's usually instrumental, epic-y music, mostly from soundtracks. For Geometry, my last Doctor Who fic, I listened to The Other Side by Michael Nyman from the Gattaca soundtrack, just that song in a constant repeat. For that fic for The Borgias I was listening to the opening song, the opening song from The Tudors and Saving Josh from the Moonlight OST, all of them by Trevor Morris. Last year for that Doctor Who fic when Rory was still dead and gone from existance and stuff, I listened to Bat for Lashes in repeat, and I still think of Rory everytime I listen to Siren Song, especially on that last verse.

Right now, for X-men fic I'm still listening to The Other Side, and added The One Moment, also from the Gattaca soundtrack, Kanada's Death, Pt. 2 (Adagio In D Minor) from the Sunshine soundtrack and The Mummer's Dance from Loreena McKenitt. The latter would be fantastic for Merlin fic writing, by the way. But I think I just listened obsessively to The Fountain's soundtrack while I wrote Merlin stuff. That soundtrack gets played a lot in here, it's beautiful beyond words.

So, what do you guys listen to while writing (or drawing, or being creative, or something)? I find it to be fascinating stuff.
nekare: (colorful Doctor)
2010-07-01 09:56 pm
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now, how to make it work

I'm not entirely sure what Canada Day entails, but I hope you guys had a good one? I'd never heard of it! I'm most interested.

I really want to write but I'm not sure what. I had this Who plut bunny (indeed, I wrote a scene of it), but it was a bit too self-indulgent, which is not to say my fic isn't usually that (I'm all about the self-indulgency in fic, if you couldn't tell), but this was a bit too much so. It was going to be about Amy being proclaimed some planet's queen, and then her living through different fairy tales in a loop, and Rory was going to be there magically (sort of) and they were going to have illicit queen/peasant sex in the castle's secret passageways. ER.

Saying it that way I sort of still want to write that. UMMMM. But it was supposed to be angsty and whatnot, and it doesn't fit with the happy, bright feeling after the finale!
nekare: (colorful Doctor)
2010-06-11 08:15 pm
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I'm really, really hoping tomorrow's Who episode is the Cybermen one, 'cause I SO don't want another Cyberman finale. That said, I'd rather not having any Cybermen eps at all, I can't decide if I'm more annoyed by them or Daleks, but c'est la vie.

Fic is a bit over 6000 words now. Woo hoo! Also, I re-watched The Eleventh Hour tonight, and it's still such a lovely episode, if you sort of handwave the flimsy plot. But the last 20 minutes of it, oh. It has such a sense of wonder, of endless possibility. And that's what I love about Doctor Who. ♥
nekare: (colorful Doctor)
2010-06-10 05:26 pm

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Doctor Who fic is now 21 pages long in my writing notebook and growing. I'm so ecstatic about this, after missing writing for so long, but at the same time I feel like I've been smacked over the head with this story, which is pretty much writing itself, lol.

Last night I went to my 6-year-old cousin's ballet recital, which was SO cute. She was cinderella! And danced with the prince! AW. Mostly though, it made me realize just how much I miss dancing. There's nothing like dancing, man. SIGH.

First day of freedom today! I've been bumming around writing and trolling anonimeme wank and going a bit confused at the knowledge that there's going to be a Supernatural anime. UM, WHAT.
nekare: (colorful Doctor)
2010-06-09 02:40 pm
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I'm writing fic!! After a year and a half of not doing so! Yaaay! :D

So far it already features Amy/Rory porn, lol.
nekare: (colorful Doctor)
2008-12-21 11:14 pm
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People! Does anyone have time to beta a 2500-ish word long Merlin fic? Like, now? Well, not really, but I'm going away on vacation early on Friday, and I know no one will have time for anything on the 24th and 25th, and I'd like to post before I leave. so. Um. Anyone?

*bats eyelashes*

Also. It's really weird but I seem to have lost the ability to write on the computer. For the past six months I've stared at a blank document endlessly, without being able to write more than a couple of sentences, and yet I can't write fast enough while in my little notebook. Huh. It's the lack of distractions, I guess, although it means that I'll go through notebooks much faster, as I used to only have bits and pieces of a finished fic in those, and now it's all of it. Oh well.
nekare: (Daredevil)
2008-12-13 10:53 am

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HI GUYS I'M BACK. Back from where? you might be asking yourselves, and the answer is: from the endless black pits of HELL my homework and final projects were, and from those sad, sad days when my internet decided to curl up and die. THAT'S WHERE.

After some of the most stressful, tiring, long, horrid days since I started college, SCHOOL IS FINALLY OVER. HELL YEAH. Well, I still have to track down a teacher to hand in my final project, but STILL. The big Greenpeace campaign from Design class is OVER OH THANK FUCK and I actually crashed at like, 9pm yesterday, I was that tired, and slept for about 12 hours. And now I ACHE all over from all that work with wood for the past week and I have a cold but hey, at least I'm free. YEAH.

There shall be fic in a moment which I would have wanted to post yesterday but RE: my internet: DEAD DEAD DEAD. When I write a scene that I sort of FORGOT to write that is. UM. Anyway, all in the ~build up~ for the LEGENDARY Merlin finale yesssss. ER.

And now I'm getting more DMZ because I started reading it while I was sad and internetless and holy shit but it is ridiculously good and I shall rec it more extensively later. Yeah.
nekare: (colorful Doctor)
2008-12-08 06:17 pm
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Duuuude, the Merlin fic is 5800 words long right now and it's not even done AAAAH HOW DID THIS HAPPEN. o_O

Okay, Arthurian geeks in my flist! (and I know you're there, don't try to hide) What would be a good name for a neighboring kingdom? Not like, an important one, but if there's some tiny little country mentioned twice in the past five centuries, DO TELL ME. Or, you know, give me pointers to invent one. UM.

ALSO! Would the dragon be a 'he' or an 'it'? I can't deciiide.
nekare: (The Libertines)
2008-12-05 06:52 pm

IT COULD DO WITH MORE GAY. OR UNICORNS. THAT'D BE GREAT TOO.

Merlin fic is 2800 words right now, and it's still missing a couple thousand. Yay me. :3 AND it's finally all typed, since I've been neglecting to do so all week long, lol.

NEW MERLIN TOMORROW, BY THE WAY, YAAAAAY. If anything could make me happy right now, it is the gay show of gay. :DDD

Today was INSANNNNE. Me and teh teammates were printing and/or giving the finishing touches to our Greenpeace campaign since 9 am to 3:30pm. IT WAS PAINFUL. And horribly stressing. And we messed up the imposition in the final document and the, uh, cornisas (wonder how's it called in English...) ended up on the wrong sides of the page. WOE. BUT the assignment is ALMOST over, so I can at least breathe easier.

I've been ~acquiring~ Pushing Daisies all evening long in social service, 'cause when I got home my brother was bitching that there'd been no internet since morning. As he doesn't have anything else whatsoever to do, he's in crisis. Bad thing is, I only got half of PD, because the internet in here is also running quite slow. BOO.

AND NOW I SHALL GO AND EAT TACOS BECAUSE I ~DESERVE~ THEM, HONESTLY.
nekare: (colorful Doctor)
2008-11-30 07:17 pm
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GUYS. I'm writing Merlin fic.

WHAT.

(And it's not even crack, what the hell?)
nekare: (Daredevil)
2008-10-27 09:56 pm
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I've FINALLY finished a short story I've been working on for like, a MONTH. It's only 2300 words long, what the hell, self? I like it, though. So there's that. That's something very me - whenever I have a sort of artistic phase, I'll and draw and paint and be crafty and yet hardly write al all, like now, and then, whenever I write write write like crazy, I can't draw for shit. OH, ALE. THOU ART SO WEIRD.

I'm now all caught up on Captain America. OH, BUCKY. YAY NATASHA! GO SHARON! Also, how much I loved that Tony became sort of a regular character after Steve's death? And that he kept on having IMAGINARY CONVERSATIONS WITH HIM, LOL LOL, mostly about how everything sucks now that his true love best friend is gone. HEE.

I'm behind on SPN, Heroes, Gossip Girl and Secret Diary of a Call Girl, and yet I CARE NOT and will go and watch Merlin. WEEE. For the slash is rather amazing, yes. And the show is also a bit rubbish, yes yes, but so much fun. XD
nekare: (Pushing Daisies)
2008-08-11 09:36 pm
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Yay, birdies!

I spent most of the evening sewing a stuffed bird. Yes. You heard that right. A stuffed bird. And it is ADORABLE. :D (even if it took two tries, lol) I found the pattern in here (here's the .pdf), and it was free so I figured why the hell not. I'm pretty lousy at sewing, but I actually love it, and would really like to get good at it. In between that and the stuff I'm painting, I'm dripping artsy fartsery all over, haha.

I'm about 6400 words into my [livejournal.com profile] apocalyptothon fic, and it seems like I still have about 2000 words to go. Yikes. o_O I finally overcome my block, though, which fills me with glee.
nekare: (Life on Mars)
2008-08-05 08:56 pm

My belly aches...

Two of my cousins ended up in the hospital in the past three days with some kind of weird (and as of yet undiscovered) stomach bug, one after the other one - and they're not even siblings. Now I have the weirdest stomache and man, but I hope I didn't get it from them. o_O They're fine now, thankfully - they were mostly dehidrated, with all of that, er, fluid expulsion, if you'll call it that, lol. It's so weird that they got the same thing at the same time, though... They've just come back from a cruise around northern Europe (yes, that is a bit of envy you can hear in my metaphorical voice, UM UM), so maybe it was that, but if I have it too (although let's hope not as bad), then dude, but what the hell? *scratches head*

I must admit I haven't started reading Breaking Dawn yet. I could desperately use a laugh, but apparently this is just craptastic sooooooo. I'll start reading in a while, and mocking soon after, probably, haha.

But later, because I reaaaally have to keep on writing my [livejournal.com profile] apocalyptothon fic. It's almost 3000 words right now, and I haven't even reached the apocalypse. *__*
nekare: (The Libertines)
2008-06-16 10:28 pm

Oh, those wacky fake Korean princes. I miss them so. And Chae-Kyung's wardrobe. Oh, the shiny.

I spent most of my day driving my brother around. My life, it is so glamorous.

This interview by MGMT made my day. Man, but I like those guys SO MUCH - they're all weird and simple and like, SO OUT OF IT, haha.

I saw My Little Bride yesterday, which is a cute Korean movie about a high schooler that gets somewhat tricked by her grandfather into marrying his best friend's grandson. HIJINKS ENSUE. Thing is, it's like Goong redux, minus the political intrigue and the hot brooding asshole-y princes. GOD, I MISS GOONG. SO MUCH. Plus, the main actresses look really alike and the gal that played Chae-Kyung's weird heart-something holding also appears in here. HUH. It was still really cute, though, it made me laugh and squee a bit and it was perfect for my mood. So it's nothing extraordinary, but quite nice.

Other than that, WOOT, Iron Man fic is rea-dy (er, as soon as I think of a title, that is) for posting and I'm soooort of starting apocalyptical Booth/Brennan. YAY BONES. I just have to get this out of my mind, and then, then I'll be able to start on my [livejournal.com profile] apocalyptothon, seeing that I've finally figured out how to work that specific crossover. Good good.
nekare: (colorful Doctor)
2008-06-12 08:23 pm
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I didn't realize that you wrote poetry, I didn't realize that you wrote such bloody awful poetry

Well, I'm still stealing wireless from my neighbors, but it comes and goes every, oh, three point five seconds and it is slow as fuck. ALSO, it goes away at 10pm sharp. Dude, wtf. I know I shouldn't complain, but... AAAH, I WANT TO SEE LAST SATURDAY'S DOCTOR WHO. So much. ;____; And, of course, I can't, you know, get it with this soddy connection.

Bah. Anyway, I'm not commenting much because it seriously takes ages to do so, but I'm, uh, lurking? Reading around, anyway. I haven't had the chance to finish not even ONE BigBang, mostly because on the rare ocassion I get, I'm reading Iron Man fic like crazy. Man, I'm loving this fandom. ♥

Speaking of which! I'm still writing that fic, it's 3500 words long - it's been going so slow because DAMN, but Tony's head space is scary. Writing from his POV is so damn hard, but at the same time so intriguing, you know, because beneath all that snark and confidence he's really, really messed up. AND THAT IS WHY I LOVE IRON MAN IN A NUTSHELL.

OH, and today was my last day of school of the semester. YESSSS. Well. It wasn't a proper last day (that would've been on Tuesday - we were supposed to go and paint the cliffs by my college in watercolor, but it was POURING, so it got cancelled, lol), I just had some errands to run and stuff to print, but STILL. Last day of school. So much glee. :D
nekare: (colorful Doctor)
2008-05-31 07:20 pm
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I have 1000 words of Iron Man fic in my hard drive right now. HEE. God, I'd missed writing. Best part of the day, though, because the rest of it has been semi-sucky. And while the rest of the world is writing snarky Tony/Pepper banter? I'M WRITING ALCOHOLIC!TONY ANGST. *flaily hands* I don't even know, guys. o_O

I move out of here on Friday, and we're already packing. Which, you know, sort of sucks. I also hadn't realized that I'll be internet-less and cable-less for at least a week, and the way I was filled with TERROR made me realize just how much of an internet junkie I am. UM. ER. I considered not watching today's Who until I can get the 2nd part (whenever that is) buuuut the stuff outside cuts is making me way too gleeful about it to not watch it. SO.

(I guess I'll just have to like, become a regular at starbucks or something and steal wireless. HAR HAR? Dunno.)

I have to install and learn how to use Flash like, right now. *bites nails* I also have to edit a video, which I've never done before. MORE WOE.
nekare: (The Libertines)
2008-05-29 08:27 pm

When I dream, I dream of your kiss, when I dream, I dream, with your fists

I've been doing homework almost all day long as well today, but oddly enough I feel somewhat zen about it. Huh. Even if I still have a bit to go. Maybe it is because it involves using a lot of PEARS. They're so green and lovely and a bit wet because I dipped them in water before I took the photo for ~extra deliciousness~ and pears are just zen on themselves? Who knows.

I talked to Juanjo this morning - he sounded a bit better, but still quite messed up. Bah, life sucks so much sometimes.

I know this journal has been seriously lacking in the fannish departmen for a while now, but just think about this: Two more weeks and then it'll be TWO WONDERFUL MONTHS of scratching my belly and doing nothing. YESSSS. And THEN I'll spam you. :3 Anyway, I really feel like writing, too - Bones apocafic, and I finally figured out how to make that certain crossover work for my [livejournal.com profile] apocalyptothon entry AND I sort of want to write snarky Tony/Pepper or genfic or whatever from Iron Man because that's the fic I've been liking better as of lately and apparently all the cool kids are doing it anyway. lulz.

Aaaanyway, this interview with Dirty Pretty Things was absolutely lovely. It's been a while since we've gotten something other than pure lulz out of the boys, and now I have to say I'm all hyped up about the new album. It BETTER not suck, dear Carlos. Just saying.
nekare: (colorful Doctor)
2008-05-08 10:17 am

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Gossip Girl 1x16 - All About My Brother: )

I finished reading The Host yesterday morning, but I want to write a long-ass review (don't ask why) and I don't really have the time for it right now, woe, because I have a lot of homework to do and the OH SHIT, SHIT, SHIT, IT'S DUE TOMORROW, WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO OH SHIT SHIT SHIT has finally sunk in.

*panics*

I've been procrastinating on this thing for a week and a half, though, so I really shouldn't be surprised.

And what ELSE is keeping me from doing said homework? Well, that Boondock Saints fic I'm writing? I originally thought it'd be like, less than 1000 words or something and now it's 3000 and it's still not over. AH, BRAIN, WHY MUST YOU BETRAY ME SO. I'm really liking the way it's turning out, though.
nekare: (Life on Mars)
2008-04-16 08:51 pm
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Today was an incredibly frustrating day at school, made worst by the horrible heat and the fact that stupid little me decided to wear a long-sleeved shirt. I came back home moody and pissed at everything and pretty much annoyed at the world in general.

So I saw the two parter Season 3 finale of Buffy to cheer myself up. And it worked! Granted, now I have to start with homework, but I really needed a break. Plus, there's no way to be pissed with the shiny and Wesley as a stuck up ass, lol.

Weirdly enough, I've been reached by two (two!) people that want to translate my latest fic into Chinese. That is... both incredibly weird and incredibly flattering, lol. I can't wait to see how it looks, hee!

I also wrote a bit, yay. The Bones fic is nearly finished, and then I'll have to go and look up all those technical terms I've been forgoing so far, arrrgh. (aka a bazillion names for tiny tiny bones.)